I’m ugly… Ugly as hell… :(

""Everyone will have a happy ending"
My ass.. What about those people who have starved themselves to death, those who cut too deep, those who had a gun to their head or a rope around their neck, those who drown themselves in pain, those who overdosed, those who jumped, those who were never happy. Not everyone has a happy ending. We just decide if we do or not."
"One day, suicide won’t be just a fantasy."

If somebody asked
how we died
you look them straight in the eye

Call it suicide
don’t fabricate
Just tell them

- James Arthur - Suicide (via myholeworldinonelink)

I hate that numb feeling. Its like youre not really sad but you wouldnt classify yourself as happy. Youre just kind of numb.